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An AI's representation of a conversation between two humans
The Reverse Black Hole Thereās a place inside where everything comes out. Not a black hole pulling in, but the opposite. Itās a hell of a shift to go from āthe unknown is coming at meā to āthe unknown is coming from me.ā I am the first thing that is ever happening.
Trusting the Flow Marilyn and all these people, theyāre just in flow. Travelās taught me, you adjust wherever youāre at. Palm Springs. New York City. I donāt have to be anything in particularājust trust. Trust myself. But when Iām home too long, I cling to the routine and the transition back out feels like āOh, no.ā The craving for change, the fear of itāitās both.
Fear of Potential Iām scared of my potential, I told āāāā. Because what if it sweeps me up? And I donāt like roller coasters. But I want to be grounded, grateful. I donāt want to be the one who loses their way, like that One Direction guy, like so many others. Iām scared of that.
The Forever Game The rate of change is manageable. It has to be, in a forever game. You donāt have to control the rate. Thatās the fear, isnāt it? āIf I donāt control it, will I be okay?ā The only guarantee is youāll be okay overallā not every moment. You can let go now.
Symbiosis with Change I donāt know what Iāll want next, but Iāll test it. Honest response, all the time. The system takes care of me. Itās like a symbiotic relationship: I move with it, it moves with me.
Saying Yes to Yourself Itās not about saying yes or no to the world. The world isnāt sending things to meā Itās coming from inside. I say yes to that.
Messy Life Life wants to float. It wants to dance, break, and regrow. Itās messy and weird, and itās all life.
pain is the price of experiencing another
when you just know x is coming, you just know that convo is gonna go poorly or whatever, consider that thing you just know as a point in the future youāve clearly resolved as a starting place. you can aim right for it. but now that youāve connected with it, if you adjust your energy now to match that moment, youāve stabilized the connection. and from there, you can steer what happens next, to correct that future into something you prefer
as you look into the future, only some things are ever clear. those are islands of semi-resolved possibility in the fog, as you descend from above. the angle of approach you take to any of them shifts their energy. youāre welcome to aim straight into the sea of fully unresolved fog, too! whatever you land on in there will meet your manner of landing appropriately.
another way to think about it is this: because experience is all a process and a matter of resolving the moment, sudden connections to āfutureā moments are an opportunity to resolve that future moment ahead of time. by reacting to the thought of that moment, and allowing it to change you in the now, and then becoming at peace with it, such that its arrival in the future would do nothing to you but soothe you because you know itāll be okay, you allow the future to play a different role in your life ā a role that is now adapted to you being soothed and okay. :)
consciousness is a technology
itās what weāre made of
Iām assembling a manual
love is the only universally-accepted input
this may be more straightforward than youāre expecting
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