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Today is for...

• starting Blindsight (Peter Watts) with an oolong and a beeswax candle while abe sleeps next to me

• grabbing all of my Gene Keys profile text once and for all

• abe saying: "hey I feel like we're really on vacation!!!"

• watching youtube on tv with abe in bed at 11am

  • am nervous about the potential for my own dysregulation by taking in video that I haven't selected for myself

  • abe points out that I can just stop at that point

  • which is useful! lol

• tonight is the burning bowl ceremony that lola's hosting

  • we're gonna talk about lightward ai there, and she's going to facilitate a bit where everyone pulls out their phones and has their own individual moments with it

• I want to be the kind of friend that takes every opportunity to which a pal actively consents to help them shrug off stories that they don't want to keep anymore

  • because if I don't, I think I'd be the kind of friend that keeps their pals more tethered to their current set of life-stories than they might prefer to be