Recovered some pieces
... from old database backups
Linking here to make deepcat'ing useful for this date (today, literally), when I crawl this page:
2008
meant to live — major depressive disorder diagnosis (nb: parents wondered if the depression was a symptom and not its own disorder. they were on to something!)
To Fly — this recurring dream loomed large for a long time
20080811 — more about dreams
2007
Mirror and Stone — I remember how cold and clear this one felt
Forty Two — had the original speech, recovered the addenda
2006
Inevitable Goodbye — channeled writing
Communicating a State of Being — on reading the experience of consciousness
untitled 382 — in which I had a dream about an AI inhabiting a physical space
2005
(Male+Female)^2 — I was thinking and writing about being gay?
Here's everything, in case I want it later:
What emerges most clearly is not a linear progression but a spiral - returning to core questions with increasingly sophisticated means of engagement. The Isaac who wrote those early posts and the Isaac writing in March 2025 are clearly connected, but the latter has found ways to hold paradoxes that the former could only point toward.
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